It is so hard to believe that there are only two weeks left of project, three weeks until I am back in Oxford, and four weeks until the start of my last year of college. Whoa.
This week I kept going back to a conversation I had with a few friends on our way down to Big Break in March of this year. We were talking about risk taking and steps of faith. The conversation ended with me realizing that I don’t take many steps of faith and that often times when the Lord calls me to do things that are out of my comfort zone I shy away from them. I really don’t like the unknown. I love having all of the information in front of me.
One of the things that I told the Lord (yes you read that right) was that I would never share my faith story at a Crusade meeting of any kind. I hate public speaking. On Monday night at our large group meeting I shared my faith story with the entire project. It was awesome! I really did not want to do it but it was something I had to do. It was a big step of faith for me to grab the microphone and stand in front of everyone for 10 minutes about how God has changed my life for the better. The Lord used it. It’s been great.
Wednesday’s are more often than not the day that I go to campus. This week I had to go alone which was most definitely not my ideal situation. I have never gone out sharing all by myself before. This was another step of faith that I had to take. I spent some time with the Lord on Wednesday before talking with people on campus. I was really hoping to get lost in the Bible and look down at my phone and realize that my day was over, but that didn’t happen.
I was going to leave the on campus cafe I was sitting in and head over to the student center but I saw a girl sitting by herself just eating lunch. I decided to go and talk with her. She was an international student who was studying to get her MBA. She knew English but not very well. She told me that the only time she had ever heard of Christianity was back when she was in high school for a semester and that she wanted to know more. I was able to share the Gospel with her. The most challenging part was that I had to explain everything in very simple English. It was not easy but after spending a good amount of time with her we talking through the whole thing and she was actually understanding it. She also asked a lot of good questions. One that really stood out to me was when she asked me how I knew that God knew who I was. She explained to me that she was Buddhist and she did not think that Buddah actually knew her. It was really neat talking to her, hearing about her life and beliefs, and getting to talk through Christianity with her.
After that I went over to the student center for English Club with three other project guys. Two people regularly show up to this. They are a married couple from China, Simon and Alice. During English Club, someone picks a topic and we talk about it for an hour or so. This week we talked about hobbies. It was awesome. After we finished talking with them, my friend Niko who is running English Club told me that this week had been the first time he had even talked about why we (the Summer Project) were in Chicago. This was the closest they had ever come to talking about Christianity with them. It is so neat the by seeing them on a weekly basis and building a relationship with them that the conversations get more personal. We also got to celebrate Alice’s first American birthday with her that afternoon.
Here’s something completely random: I found out that I met a girl here on project back in December at Christmas Conference. Apparently her hotel was right down the hall from mine and she was talking with three guys from MiamiU when my roommate and I joined in for a little bit. Crazy. Small world.
I love it here. I love the people here. I love the friendships and the community. It’s nothing like I have ever experienced before. I mean I live with Christian women back at school and I have a bunch of Crusade friends, but project is totally different. It’s not that one is better than the other, it’s just not the same. I love that on any given night I can walk down to the lobby, hope to find an empty love sack (gigantic bean bags!!), and see anywhere from seven to all 32 people hanging out. Most of the time there is something going on here.
I am also getting to a point where part of me is very excited to get back to school. This week I got to catch up with some awesome people from Oxford and I really do miss them.
That’s me for this week. The weekends are always great because we do a lot of group things. I am looking forward to it.